
Thus says the LORD,
Stand by the ways and see and ask for the
ancient paths,
Where the good way is, and walk in it;
And you will find rest for your soulsβ¦
Book of Jeremiah 6:16a

Thus says the LORD,
Stand by the ways and see and ask for the
ancient paths,
Where the good way is, and walk in it;
And you will find rest for your soulsβ¦
Book of Jeremiah 6:16a

What are you reading π, exploring, or creating this weekend? Happy September, friends! ππ₯°π»β₯οΈβοΈππππππ€ππππ¬πβ¨πΎππ²
Iβm mostly sipping coffee βοΈ {maybe Tazoβs Lemon π Loaf tea, later} and loving The Grasmere Journals by Dorothy Wordsworth π₯°.

{previous check-ins and intro to series}
Donβt you feel a tug, a yearning to sink down into the silence and solitude of God? Donβt you long for something more? Doesnβt every breath crave a deeper, fuller exposure to his Presence? It is the Discipline of solitude that will open the door. You are welcome to come in and βlisten to Godβs speech in his wondrous, terrible, gentle, loving, all-embracing silence.β
Richard J. Foster, Celebration of Discipline, p. 109

Focus Areas:
Spiritual ~ I was a bit sluggish this week about REALLY pressing into my quiet times and calming myself down enough to enter in. We came off a wonderful, but exhausting graduation party for my oldest son and it takes me a long time to recover from events. I kept up with my group reading plan, but didnβt deeply meditate and pray/journal as much as I want to. The end of this week has been better and it feels so good to soak in Matthew among other things. My sister reminded me of Pray As You Go app which helps me focus as I begin my prayer times. β₯οΈ

Physical ~ I honestly struggled a bit with getting in the groove with my food. Just grazing and bingeing, even on βhealthyβ things. Out of exhaustion or anxiety, finding myself feeling hungry in my MIND not legitimately hungry in my stomach. I found that listening to the audiobook of Rezoom by Susan Peirce Thompson or Half of Carlaβs YouTube really helped me calm down a bit. Not making or having unhealthy choices in the house really helps me, too. I did get out on my walks with my audiobook. Iβm 56% through Klara & the Sun and π― itβs thoroughly intriguing. I bought a new tshirt and struggled with the mental battle about my worth because it was a bigger size. π Just be brutally honest here. I am excited to receive it, though, and support my friendβs creative endeavor .


Mental ~ I had so much fun updating my book journal and purging/ organizing my reading stacks. I decided to focus on one particular stack of things Iβm reading with others or have wanted to read for a long time. I gave myself permission to set aside books that were too silly, not grabbing my attention, or just weighing me down. I read a few poemβs every day (Oliver, Wordsworth, and Native Nations poems) and it was so nice. Iβm super interested in learning about the βBalkansβ area after finishing the historical fiction thriller The Historian by Elizabeth Kostova.

Emotional~ I had some hard relational talks this week that were good. I tend to avoid and stuff down which isnβt healthy. I really tried to keep up on some household rhythms and itβs amazing how much that lifts my mood. Just putting a fresh weed π bouquet on a clean dining room table with tablecloth, washing the dishes after each meal, etc. Being outdoors really helped me! I also did a fun video about my favorite things and I wrote two snail mail letters. Iβve been trying to sleep a little in afternoons lately and itβs SO nice. I did get a little Totoro stamp set and some new, darling stickers which was a blessing. Maybe Iβll show them to you next week. Stationary is the way to my heart! ππ


Servanthood ~ this was tough this week. I think coming off the graduation party made it extra hard. I want to focus more on the little things I can do for those around me and do them well. Not be so distracted. I was able to do some fun things with others last week and it was wonderful to connect in those big things, but I can see some daily practices I believe Jesus wants me to give more in. β₯οΈ He is so gracious and faithful to help and strengthen us. I do want to start gratitude journaling again to practice thankfulness and get outside my head. Look for a Joy Journal entry soon, hopefully.
Verse Focus for Coming Week:
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.
Matthew 11:28-30

How about you? How did your week go? Bless you all! πΏπβ£οΈβ¨ππ»π§οΈππ₯¦βοΈπ³π±

Inspired by RMβs song, βWildflowersβ
My life is silently watering
the flowers of my grave
long lasting work
slow-turned soil
roots cut, my place
dug deep
whatβs growing on my grave?
my remains fertilize
what remains
is love the single
word etched
on my cement slab?
whatβs leftover,
burned behind?
the swaying
rosebush, its pricks and petals
perfuming
the graveβs air
scent of life lingering
silence, speaking
of a flower bud
living on
A.M. Pine π²π€



These three above selections were shared by my friend and this is what I think has been brewing for awhile in my heart, but started coming out as I simmered a bit over them. A collage of bits of letters, ephemera, and poetry for you! β₯οΈπΏ

β₯οΈBecoming β₯οΈ
quilted by hand
mosaic shards
indigo dipped
puzzled over
collage pieced
~becoming~
sewn shut
stitched down
torn open
ironed flat
glued tight
~becoming~
rolled thin
poured out
mixed raw
washed clean
knit warm
~becoming~
idea inked
pencil erased
journal birthed
word soaked
being spoke
~becoming~
all together.
a bit of dust.
a bit of Divine.
swirl of a finger,
womenkind.
π²π€A.M. Pineπ€π²

Natureπ² and books π – two of my very favorite things! β₯οΈ
Hi Friends! Iβm loving all the summer space to soak in GREEN & BOOKS. Iβm closing out the books π, so to speak, on my favorite second quarter reading today! Hereβs first quarterβs favorites, if you are interested. I had a WONDERFUL few months of reading and I was surprised how they fell into a few main genres with a couple of wildcards. Iβm grouping my snippet reviews under those for your ease! Happiest Reading!
Historical Fiction ~
Until Tomorrow, Mr. Marsworth by Shelia OβConner ~ 5 stars – lovely tale told through letters between a young girl and an older gentleman on her paper route. This is set during the Vietnam War and addresses conscientious objectors, war, prejudice, family, and is SO well done.
Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck ~ 4 stars – set during the Great Depression/Dust Bowl era we follow a family leaving Oklahoma to find work in California. This gorgeously written, raw, heartfelt, and disturbing. I will be thinking about it for a long time. Ma Joad was my favorite character to follow. Adult content and language.
Paint Chips by Susie Finkbeiner ~ 4 stars – sobering and disturbing look at a mother (and her twin sister) and daughterβs journey through abuse and sexual trafficking. The Christian message was super well done, woven through this contemporary setting and difficult topic. This was told through alternating chapters and flashbacks. Good twist at ending.
Rose & Thistle by Laura Franz ~ 4 stars – this is a Christian historical fiction/ romance that I felt was pretty well done. A little bit of the clean cheesy romance, but overall, lovely setting and characters! This was set in England/ Scotland around the Jacobite Rebellion.
Downstairs Girl by Stacey Lee ~ 4 stars – I really enjoyed this YA historical fiction that I received for my birthday about a Chinese American girl in the late 1800βs in Atlanta. Some of it seemed a wee bit unbelievable, but overall, so interesting with great characters, humor, and twists!!!! There was one weird, random sexual moment so FYI, if you are handing it to teens.

Fantasy~
The Princess Game by Melanie Cellier ~ 4 stars – unique, clean retelling of Sleeping Beauty. Interesting twist on fairytale, great main characters, plot, and action.
The Sword of Kaigen by M. L. Wang ~ 4 stars – I really loved this Asian (Japanese?)-inspired elemental magic fantasy novel. It started off VERY slow, but I grew to love the characters, mothering, family aspect to this and some deep, beautiful lessons about growing through terrible circumstances. FYI: This is EXTREMELY violent with sword-type warfare, war crimes etc.

Domestic-y Type, Gentle Fiction ~
Katherine Wentworth by D. E. Stevenson ~ 5 stars – so gentle, full of peace, hope, nature, and a charming cottage. Second chance story with lovely mother & children. This reminds me slightly of The Blue Castle by L.M. Montgomery, although not quite as quirky!
Mrs. Lorimerβs Quiet Summer by Molly Clavering ~ 5 stars – I read a lot of stories set in Scotland π΄σ §σ ’σ ³σ £σ ΄σ Ώ this quarter! Must be a sign. ππ A sweet family tale set in beautiful Scottish scenery. I found out that Clavering and D.E. Stevenson were friends. π
Because of Sam by Molly Clavering ~ 4 stars – A widow and her adult daughter living in Scotland! ππ₯° Sweet, humorous story with lots of delicious domestic details. Iβve read 3 of Claveringβs 8 novels so far and they are charming.

Nonfiction ~
The Alpine Path by L.M. Montgomery ~ 5 stars -reread. A short memoir on Montgomeryβs creative journey.
School Education by Charlotte Mason ~ 5 stars – reread. A challenging and encouraging vision for learning with children. The appendices are so helpful for practical application, too
Lady of Shalott by Alfred Lord Tennyson ~ 5 stars – a haunting poem that I so enjoyed. Thanks, Anne Shirley, for the recommendation. ππ
Unearthing the Secret Garden by Marta McDowell ~ 5 stars – such a lovely look at the 3 gardens created by Frances Hodgson Burnett in her lifetime.
Ourselves by Charlotte Mason ~ 5 stars – beautiful Christian philosophy for life! Reread with a friend!

Random Titles I loved ~
The Moorland Cottage by Elizabeth Gaskell ~ 4 stars – a Victorian novella/short story. I read and discussed this on Zoom with Booktube group. Beautiful setting, interesting widow with two children and how good parenting can make a difference. A bit over the top twisted ending, but overall, enjoyable.
Lonesome Road by Patricia Wentworth ~ a Golden Age-type mystery. The third in the Miss Silver mystery series. Very interesting and fun mystery solved by an older woman. I like these a little better than Miss Marple.
What a wonderful reading quarter! Can you believe we are halfway through the year? πππ² What were your favorite reads the past few months? Iβd love to chat below! β₯οΈ

From the southeast came a steady summer wind that whispered sleepily around the house and on across the island. She could hear the weather report on the radio inside the house. A corner of sunshine edged across the windowsill.
Tove Jansson, The Summerbook, p.27

~Tove~
weird and wacky, yes
brightly thoughtful, I am seen
sun, moomins, and me
~ π²A. M. Pineπ²

What about you? Whoβs art do you feel βseenβ by? Toveβs combination of beautiful writing, bright painting, and whimsical illustration is a feast for me. β₯οΈππΏ

~drift~
I took the stack of βnot for saleβ notes
from the kitchen counter
I float freely, clutching them
wondering which of all
my memories
will get packed away
or $1.99βd at the yard sale
who puts monetary value
on mothering moments
tears, grubby-fingered gifts?
The sandy Texas whelk shell,
the lone star-shaped button
from that one Marshallβs skirt,
will these be for sale?
They havenβt even touched the shelves
of my tattered friends, dog-earred, wrinkled.
Is it all reduced to trash to be
talked and hashed over?
The Post-Its crumple a bit
in my filmy grip.
I peek out the sun-bleached,
red gingham curtains and see
a crowd of crow-clad mourners,
truly all thatβs left behind thatβs-truly true,
all that love huddled on that hill.
All the dregs, threads, life
will be packed up, garbage-bagged.
The Post-Its flutter to the floor.
Iβm back in my pine box.
Songs being sung.
Soul not sold, bought with blood,
drifting off.
Memories Post-It-seared on Souls.
Not for sale, ever.
~A.M. Pine
{If you are interested, read here for this series Piece #1 and origin story.}

I will praise the name of God with a song,
And will magnify Him with thanksgiving.
Psalm 69:30

There is no personage of history whom we have the means of knowing so completely as we may know our Lord; and the object in our gospel reading should be, less to find words of comfort and admonition for ourselves, than to perceive with our minds and receive upon our hearts the impress of Christ. β₯οΈπΏ To know Him is life, and is the whole of life; and every thought of Him, walking in the cornfields, sitting weary by the well, moving among crowds or in solitary places, raising his eyes upon the multitude, taking by the hand the little maid, – every such living conception we get of Christ is life to us. β₯οΈπΏJust as, from the apparently casual touches of the painter, the living likeness grows, so, by laying upon the canvas of our hearts every apparently causal and insignificant detail about our Master, we shall by degrees gather a living vision of the Son of Man; β₯οΈπΏand dearer to us than any beauty on the earth or in the heavens will become the thought –
βOf Jesus, sitting by Samariaβs well,
Or teaching some poor fishers on the shore.β β₯οΈπΏ
Charlotte Mason, Ourselves, Book 2, p. 91-92

Hello π friends,
Hope this finds you well. Iβm pulling the old βmy brain is so full Iβm going to try and empty it by dumping on my blogβ trick. π€ͺπβ₯οΈ Thanks for listening with your eyes and Iβm sure, heart. πβ₯οΈ Our homeschool year is s-l-o-w-l-y winding down, we still have a field trip and a couple loose threads to tie up. Three GLORIOUS summer months stretch out in front of me full of βGREENING POWERβ as Macrina Wiederkehr writes. More on her later!

Iβve been reading a lot, maybe a bit TOO much ππ€π, excessive amounts of reading escapism and excessive food have been my obsessions when feeling stressed, pressed, and down right exhausted. Iβm declaring yet again popcorn abstinence π , more water & walk therapy, and staying far, faraway from sugar/ flour. I feel so much better when I do so. As for reading choices, I do feel Iβm balancing light & fluffy (Dean Street Press books are my current favorites) with some learning (as a human, woman, Christian, homeschooler, writer, I need to always be learning!) and some hard for just challenging perspective and understanding. I recently finished the heart wrenching Grapes π of Wrath by John Steinbeck and wow, going to be thinking on that one for awhile. Iβm so fascinated by the Great Depression era and the Dust Bowl currently.
The eyes of the whole family shifted back to Ma. She was the power. She had taken control. βThe money weβd make wouldnβt do no good,β she said. βAll we got is the family unbroken. Like a bunch of cows, when the lobos are ranging, stick all together. I ainβt scared while weβre all here, all thatβs alive, but I ainβt gonna see us bust up.
John Steinbeck, Grapes of Wrath

I find myself returning to favorites when stressed so Iβve been listening to Wives & Daughters with the amazing reader Prunella Scales. Itβs included with my Audible account. This is my 3rd time through and there is something just SO comforting about Mrs. Gaskellβs writing. Iβve also watch bits of my current favorite movie π₯ and I adore it. I believe βTotoroβ by Studio Ghibli will calm even a hardened criminal down. π

Iβve also been thinking about my summer reading plans. BookTube {niche YouTube category π€π}has really helped me be a bit more purposeful about my choices, but I have to be very careful to balance that with margin for mood reading. Iβm currently very interested in Native American/Indigenous stories, especially historical fiction/biographies/poetry. I asked for a poetry anthology for my birthday (June is my birth month!) , so hopefully π€π» Iβll be digging into that this summer.? Iβm also super interested in archaeology , geography/geopolitics from a relational or conversational or βlivingβ side. So in other words, not dry. π€ͺπ Do you have any recommendations? Someone mentioned Eric Cline, so I may try his archaeology book.

Iβm also interested in Asian history, creativity memoirs (Iβve read ALOT of these, so Iβm only interested in ones that will blow my mind π) , historical fiction on βside warsβ not the World Wars, a bit burned out on those. Iβm also on a search for authors similar to Maud Hart Lovelace and L.M. Montgomery. I realize the two Mauds are a tough acts to follow, but Iβm looking for sweet family-centric, βlife softeningβ type stories. So far, Iβve enjoyed some D.E. Stevenson, Susan Scarlett, and Molly Clavering. Howβs your reading been going? Any books you are excited about this summer?

In other cheerful news π , Iβve been thinking about these lyrics and how so much of our world and culture is fake & dead β οΈπ. Thereβs a part in the MV, where the artists are with sand, water, wind, fireβ¦and it just touches me deeply about the finiteness of this all. Itβs floating and blowing away. The artist Suga smiles at the flames and as a Christian woman, I want to smile at the hard things of this world, not in denial or despair, but in a realization that itβs the spiritual that really matters. All else is going to be gone. As a pilgrim just passing through this place, I find joy in knowing that the suffering that so many are going through is finite. Catholic poetic and mystic, Macrina Wiederkehrβs book of poetry and short devotions called, βSeasons of Your Heart: Prayers & Reflectionsβ has been so lovely, hopeful, and inspiring, touching on some of these very themes. A Christmas gift from my friend. Iβm hoping to get more of her writings soon.

Iβm the slowest soul to try new apps etc π, but I finally got the Libby app and have been so happy checking out audiobooks and kindle things from the library! Yes, you do have to wait longer, but itβs so convenient and inexpensive. Iβm trying this above manga series via Kindle and the library. How cool is that? Guess what? The manga pages turn the opposite way in Kindle, too! π€―π€£My 4 yo son and I planted some moonflowers after I bought him a book for his birthday about them. I really hope they grow and we can watch them bloom in the evenings! ππβ₯οΈSpeaking of birthdays, our birthday βseasonβ is done here at the end of July and *whispering*, I always sigh in relief. πβ₯οΈ

Do you have βheart homesβ? Iβve been thinking about the places that have really meant something to me over my life. Of course, thereβs big amazing places, like Prince Edward Island and The Lake District, Cumbria π, but smaller, intimate places that Iβve visited that spoke soul-speak straight deep down. I have a few and had a chance to travel to them recently. I also often realize that the place Godβs given me to curl up in currently is a stunning place. Right at my fingertips, right out my door.





Otherwise, hereβs a list that swirling in the gray matter π§ , my love and desire to know more of tamaracks/larches and birches, Julie Cameronβs Walking in This Worldβ, my favorite from her, my penpals, Hetty Feather series I want to check more into, loving the first audiobook, wanting to learn more about watercolors, pen & ink illustrations, thinking and loving Moon Jumpers by Janice May Udry and all the magazines to catch up on. Also, how in the world can I resurrect a floundering writing practice? By writing, of course, Amy. π€―π€ͺπ π€ Iβll leave you with more reading and nature photos, thanks for being here. Please chat with me below! Whatβs on your mind? πβ₯οΈ Till next time, grace and peace through beautiful Jesus to you!






β¦Lord of my merry cheers,
My grey that turns to gold,
And my most private tears
And comforts manifold,
βTis wonderful to me
That I am loved by Thee.
excerpt from βBrooding Blueβ by Amy Carmichael