
β₯οΈ βHe is Love itself, you know.β β₯οΈ
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β₯οΈ βHe is Love itself, you know.β β₯οΈ
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Todayβ¦
Made coffee.
Talked with 18 yo.
Read a few chapters in Luke.
Tried to pray.
Got more coffee.
Snuggled with 6 yo old.
Wrote out homeschool list.
Plugged in dying phone and kindle.
Made my hubbyβs breakfast.
Listened to 17 yoβs narrations.
Talked schedule with hubby.
Looked at dinner pool list to decide what I have in cupboard for dinner. Nothing needs thawing.
Made my yogurt bowl for breakfast. Got kids finishing breakfast (fend for themselves) and starting math and piano practice.
Unpacked a few things from car that we left after arriving home late last night.
Texted with daughter at college. She got my card. β₯οΈSent her video she wanted.
Collected cold coffee and yogurt bowl, grocery list, random journals, and pens and took upstairs.
Ran downstairs, washed out and filled water bottle.
Forwarded email someone wanted me to pass on to momβs group.
Sent recommendations to my daughterβs soon to be MIL.
Ran back upstairs.
Listened to Marco Polo group messages while eating and settling up my journals.
Caught up on some journaling.
Ran downstairs. Printed off book covers for reading journal.
Sat down with four kiddos for our morning time.
Listened to narrations and popped popcorn for snack.
Did reading lessons with little boys. Read them a couple chapters of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
Buzzed boyβs hair, helped them with showers, and finger nails.
6 yo and I spread the hair clippings to birds outside .
Texted my best friend, my sister!
Listened to 17 yo narrate again.
Helped 21 yo son with his college paper for 10 minutes.

Got out leftovers for lunch, heated up ham veggie soup for my husband and I! Washed spoons.
Cleaned up while kids outside.
Got out big block of cheese, gallon bags to split and freeze. Canβt find serrated knife?
Went back upstairs and journaled a bit more, started grocery list/menu plan.

Tried to go on walk, super windy and cold. Listened to audiobook. Grabbed my sonβs laundry that was on clothesline because it looked like rain. Admired the violets!


17 yo left for extended music lessons.
Call three younger in, work on each childβs history, science, and copy work. Work on some reading with my current dyslexic.
Make more popcorn and cheese and cracker snack.
Send them out to play.
Set up nature outing with friends via Voxer.

I found missing serrated knife. π€ͺ Finished cheese project and I froze some of the cheese.
Sat down and started listening to The Raphael Affair, almost finished.
Watched one Booktube video.
Got kids ready for going with dad and picking up cousins for church. Found socks, shoes, sweatshirts.
Now blogging π and thinking of dinner prep (egg sausage casserole), and which book to read.
Need to finish grocery list/menu plan.
Need to finish unpacking car.
Maybe start packaging up books for an east coast friend or write a pen pal letter?
I could sweep kitchen floor and scrub table too. π€


I love these sort of post as I donβt often realize all that Iβm doing while in the midst of it! Also itβs a record and a memory of a wonderful life! Iβm so blessed to be a home keeper and home schooling mama. A favorite quote I heard again this past weekend was about βa long obedience in the same directionβ. May that be so of my faith journey and my relationships. ππ»β₯οΈ
What did you do today? I bet youβd be surprised if you jotted down the minute details as closely as possible. Happy Wednesday! β₯οΈ


Happy Monday! β₯οΈπ²π







What are you creating/enjoying? π₯°πβ₯οΈπΏ

I donβt remember when I first encountered the wonderful world of Booktube, but it was pre-covid and Iβve been happily watching ever since! If you arenβt sure what it is, Booktube is a corner of YouTube that focuses on reading and talking about reading! π I also have found AMAZING reading journalers which is like a sandwich of my two favorite hobbies ever! There are YouTubers for EVERY hobby! Flosstubers, Gardentubers, Cookingtubers! ππ β₯οΈ Overall, Iβve found a small group of people in the Booktube world who are sooo friendly, welcoming, and as passionate about books and reading as I am! As with anything, you have to weed out a few thorns and balance the time spent, but this has been an enriching part of my life. Today I thought Iβd share a few of my current favs! As you know πI read a wide variety of random things, so Iβm going to share my Eclectic Booktuber favorites! I have many MORE, I love, but these are my jam currently.
Eclectic Booktubers I currently love:
Reading Journaltubers (our book tastes may not align, but I adore their journaling style!)
Do you have a niche YouTube corner? A hobby that you like learning about on YouTube!? Iβd love to hear! Maybe I will do another of these lists later for my general favorite Booktubers!

Good morning! βοΈ Resurrecting my Wednesday Wonders seriesβ¦I recently answered these questions here, but they are always changing, so indulge me again?! πβ₯οΈπ·
β’listening toβ’β₯οΈπ²~ Iβm finally getting to the sequel in L.M. Montgomeryβs Silver Bush duology, using this audiobook recording of it that is fantastic! Iβm LOVING Mistress Pat even more than the first. Patricia is growing up and feeling the growing pains of possibly having to leave Silver Bush and everything changing! I identify with change being hard! π₯²I also want to listen more to this Josh Garrels release!


β’readingβ’β₯οΈπ²~ My mood shifted yesterday π and I started rooting around for things to read. ππ I think Iβm leaning towards cozy classics, charming characters, and delicious nature descriptions. Of course, I first picked up, my gal, Maud Montgomery! Hence, Mistress Pat! A memory I have is rereading the whole Anne Series when I was pregnant with my first. Her name is Ann-E π₯Ήβ₯οΈπ and she getting married later this year! Maybe Iβll reread the series this year in honor!? ππ

β’watchingβ’β₯οΈπ²~ Iβm slowly rereading all the greats with my younger set. The Wind in the Willows is one of the current ones. Itβs such a great book for spring! I was craving the claymation? film version and so enjoyed watching it. The peaceful atmosphere (except Toad πΈπ) was just as I remembered it.

β’noticingβ’β₯οΈπ²~ Our Black Willow trees sustained a lot of damage in a recent ice storm, but I salvaged a few branches with buds for the table. The robins have been so cheery even though itβs been rainy and cold. Iβm waiting not so patiently for warmth and usually by the end of April, the Barn Swallows are back! πβ₯οΈ




What about you? β₯οΈπ² What are you listening to, reading, watching, and noticing TODAY?! βοΈπ·ππΏπ

From the ends of the earth, I cry to you for help when my heart is overwhelmed.
Lead me to the towering rock of safety, for you are my safe refuge, a fortress where my enemies cannot reach me.
Let me live forever in your sanctuary, safe beneath the shelter of your wings!
Psalm 61: 2-4, NLT
Whatβs been inspiring me? β₯οΈπΏ
β’listening toβ’β₯οΈπΏ
BTSβ new βArirangβ album. πΏ A bit different than what I expected but itβs growing on me. I donβt love lots of language or overly sexual themes, but thereβs enough deeper lines/ideas that got me thinking. Hope to write a few of my own poems based on some of the lyrics.

Iβve also started the audiobook of Quarter Labyrinth by Victoria McCombs on the recommendation of a friend! Itβs included free with Audible currently! I really hope our weather will warm up a bit so I can get outside walking and listening. ππ§

β’readingβ’β₯οΈπΏ
I always have a healthy stack ππ€ͺ of things Iβm dipping into! Iβve started my two buddy reads and Iβm currently really enjoying slowly rereading my favorite Victorian novel of all time, Wives & Daughters by Elizabeth Gaskell. Itβs almost an annual reread for me. My 14 yo is listening to it for the first time and enjoying it! Iβve also been craving a reread of The Scent of Water by Elizabeth Goudge. Itβs been awhile and itβs a perfect spring read.

Iβve also been enjoying the Alex Rider Series by Anthony Horowitz about a 14 yo spy with M16. The fifth? one made me definitely warm up more to Alex who seemed a bit cold/distant at first. They are so adventurous and thrilling. Definitely super violent, but compelling. I also just dove back into Donna Leonβs Commasario Brunettiβs police series. She writes Venice and Brunettiβs family life SO well, that Iβve just fallen in love with Guido as a police detective. The crimes are gritty and disturbing, so if you donβt like police procedural type detective novels, these may not be for you. I feel so immersed in Venice and his friendships and his family that Iβve come to love them! They are a fast, great Kindle read that I get through the library!

β’watchingβ’β₯οΈπΏ
I really havenβt watched much recently as I took a Booktube break for the Lenten season. I did put on hold at the library the first Season of Dr.Quinn Medicine Woman π€ͺπ€£ to see if I can get my hubby to watch with me during the chilly, spring nights.

β’noticingβ’ β₯οΈπΏ

Iβve really been noticing and remembering little tidbits from this lovely collection of quotes!

βGod has not called me to be successful, He has called me to be faithful. When we stand before God, results are not important. Faithfulness is what matters.β
β’Mother Teresaβ’
Happy Easter, my friends! π©΅ππ©΅
How βbout you? What are you listening to, reading, watching, noticing? β₯οΈπΏπ Iβd love to hear! ~

Hello Friends! New fresh month, no mistakes in it yet! Iβm hopping on to share that Iβm going to attempt to do a bit of a 100 Day Project here! Iβm excited to have a little something to challenge myself with and a place to dump all the beautiful ideas Iβm gleaning. I have no format for what I will be sharing, it may be little more than a brain dump some daysπ€ͺπ , lists, a photo, a quote, and so on. My hope is that it will encourage and inspire you. What am I doing with the little Iβve been given? That is the question Iβm asking myself currently. βΊοΈβ₯οΈπΏ

Soooo, what prompted this plan? A couple things! My oldest child, my daughter, is engaged to be married later this year! π³ππβ₯οΈNothing like a family wedding to celebrate and work towards in multiple areas. Secondly, my sister kindly gifted me this book and we are going through it together:


Iβm already a pretty established journal-er, but wanted to step it up a notch! By journaling HERE, my poor dark, quiet blog friend, π€£ and using it as a catalyst for little writing creative projects. I see these as offerings of worship. ππΏ




I also love my little to do/gratitude daily journal so will be keeping up with that! Another strange combo that works well for me!


My absolute favorite journaling is my reading journal and I have two buddy reads beginning this month! ππ





I will be using the prompts in The Book of Alchemy and also continuing The Body Revelation questions, both with my sister. βΊοΈβ₯οΈThose are most likely private prayers/entries etc that go into my spiritual journal.

How βbout you? How do you βbegin againβ? How do you breathe life into creative or life projects? Having some sort of paper/stickers/glue and pens always motivates me! π€·π»ββοΈπβ₯οΈ Iβll leave you with a quote that I saw that has me thinking deeply!
ββ¦they fear love because it creates a world they canβt control.β
β’George Orwellβ’
π¬π³β οΈπβ₯οΈπ Chew on that, my friends! Bless you all!

Enoch lived in close fellowship with God for another 300 yearsβ¦
β¦walking in close fellowship with Godβ¦
β¦then one day he disappeared, because God took himβ¦
Excerpts from Genesis 5:22-24, NLT
Thinking on living in close fellowship with God for 300 + years! Then basically walking up to Heaven! What a life! What a prayer. ππ» May I live and walk in close fellowship with my God.β₯οΈ

Trying to move my feet literally and spiritually move my spirit by seeking after my Lord wholeheartedly! Started a fun little walking challenge for myself. Steps-for-Books! For every 15 miles, I can buy a book over $5. I already earned one, but havenβt purchased it yet! Iβm really enjoying the Strava app my son got me into for tracking.

My sister and I have been slowly going through The Body Revelation by Alisa Keaton and it is my favorite health book so far that Iβve ever read! I love all the Scripture and focus on the Lord, yet the love and compassion of healing β€οΈβπ©Ή inside and out. Iβve been through a lot of learning not to stuff my emotions down, but to lovingly deal with them. My go-to-unhealthy habit has been eating my way through emotional stress or extremes in various areas. Iβm facing myself honestly here as Iβve lost and regained so much weight over the years, done so many different things to try to deal with all the feels. Learning to be compassionate with myself by gently working through things instead of stuffing them with excessive food, books, entertainment is so hard but good. Iβm learning to just having patience and be consistently obedient to the inner work that needs doing.

How is your New Year starting off? I know itβs cliche to talk about health in January, but itβs something Iβm determined to prayerfully, patiently surrender to this year. Iβm looking forward to being apart of the February World Peace Poem project again! I think this is my 5th? year participating! Sending out about a poem a day to others. β₯οΈ Do you have any fun projects on the horizon?

Treasures from around the web to encourage you as you start your week!
Sarah speaking straight to my heartβ¦
Anything from Kourtney, writing, homeschooling, all of it beautiful and encouragingβ¦
Mr. Kleonβs quirky collections of fascinating inspiration and artβ¦
Swoony, bookish inspiration and a general kindred spiritβ¦
Wonderful list of Victorian books like my FAVORITE Victorian book by one of my FAVORITE Booktubers everβ¦
My favorite instrumental music at this time of year to read withβ¦
Whatβs inspiring you? β₯οΈππ

β¦let your compassion come to us quickly, for we have become very weak.
Excerpt from Psalm 79:8, CSB

I love finding random journaling prompts on Pinterest and really enjoy looking back at lists Iβve made!
Currently: π
Readingβ¦

My main focus this month is dipping into my massive stack of Victorian literature (one Victorian inspired in that stack!)for an online event called Victober! Community reading of literature published in the UK during Queen Victoriaβs reign {1837-1901}. I set aside many other things to be apart of this lovely reading focus. Itβs honestly become a highlight of my year for the last few years! Iβm reading poetry from Tennyson, Emily Bronte, Oscar Wilde, and George MacDonald. Iβve dipped into Queen Victoriaβs childhood diaries a teeny bit, too. Iβm slowly rereading Our Mutual Friend. My favorites have been the drama in Charlotte Mary Yongeβs The Three Brides (Kindle) about three newlywed SILβs thrown together under their new invalid widowed MIL, Shirley by Charlotte Bronte, and Return of the Native by Thomas Hardy with the audiobook read by Alan Rickman.

Iβm supposed to be reading Niall Williamsβ This Is Happiness with my IRL friends, but got distracted by the Victorians! π€£

Iβm also dipping into various things for study and to keep up the homeschooling co op classes Iβm facilitating, momβs group, a writing commitment and our own homeschool. The opening chapter of The Medieval Mind of C.S. Lewis was fascinating and so lovely.


Watchingβ¦
Iβm on a bit of a social media purge so missing my Booktube watching, π€£ but I did watch βHarry Potter and The Sorcererβs Stoneβ with two of my older kids. Itβs the only one of the movies I truly love.

Playingβ¦
I honestly love my journaling. They bring me SO much joy. π€©




Tryingβ¦
Iβm βtryingβ to find balance?! with all our outside activities, homeschooling, cultivation of relationships, and taking care of myself. Itβs not working well π π₯², but one has to have something to keep aiming for even if they miss continually. π

Looking forward toβ¦
Continuing Victober and hopefully watching the BBC miniseries of βOur Mutual Friendβ this month?! and next probably. Itβs long!

Dreadingβ¦
Hmmm, deadlines are necessary evils, but they can be stressful for me. Leadership is stretching for me. Unfinished household projects. The great clothing change-out. The usual. π

Obsessing Overβ¦
All things Victorian! I made these recently! It was difficult, but so fun! Iβve loved noticing one of my favorite autumn thingsβ¦glancing in the rear view mirror and seeing the leaves swirl up, dance, come βaliveβ!

Learningβ¦
So much through facilitating our co op highschoolers through The Divine Comedy and realizing that worry can be pride, Iβm saying I know more than God. π¬π«£π ππ»

Drinkingβ¦
Iβve been making half pumpkin spice flavored coffee with regular dark blend and itβs so great! I drink it black and itβs just a hint of pumpkin flavor. I donβt loooove flavored coffees, but this is gooood. π

Lovingβ¦
My hubby and I took a 4 day trip north in celebration of our 23rd anniversary which was in September. We enjoyed history and nature together!




Hating (or rather Broken Up About)β¦
All the relational tensions, loved ones going through illnesses, marital pain, financial stress and just the general feeling of the absence of love π permeating the air. πππ»β₯οΈOh, Lord, come!

Startingβ¦
Revamping my prayer time again! Needed something fresh! Journaling and alternating spots Iβm reading in the Bible. Old Testament, New Testament, and Psalms. Currently added a Proverbs of the Day! Love finding the one that matches the day of the month! β€οΈππ»

Thinkingβ¦
About our lifeβs work?! and about the resurrection of my poetry scribblings and collage art, what I need to sacrifice to make it happen. Thinking about the movie β Dead Poets Societyβ, which I watched for the first time a couple months ago. π₯²

Feelingβ¦
Not sure. π€ Overwhelmed a bit π΅βπ«ππ¬π , but also inspired by the gorgeous autumn weather and all the lovely knowledge and life ripe for the picking. Itβs right here for the taking.βΊοΈβ₯οΈ

Praying forβ¦
My heart to be knit closer than ever to my Jesus and a listening heart to be wide open for others and for all the beauty here and now in this moment. For all the suffering near to me and far from me. πβ₯οΈππ»

How about you? Whatβs currently beating in your heart? Let me know your answers to these! β₯οΈπHappiest October! π π¦ π·οΈ πΈοΈ π

If the old earth could wash herself and begin again so often and so humbly, why could not a man do the same?
- A City of Bells, Elizabeth Goudge

What are motherhood, art, our very life but second chances, beginning again, over and over? βSecond-chanceβ is a term that the book industry labels romances that have the same couple making another attempt at a relationship. This is a very narrow definition. We take second-go-arounds at multiple things DAILY. Our faith walk, being kind, loving on those tough to love, and asking forgiveness over and over again. There are so many wonderful stories and art that when you dig deep, focus on a chance to begin again. I want to focus my attention on a few of these with an expectant heart for what truth the Lord wants to show me. Iβm not sure how this will play out as I have so much swirling in my heart. A couple of stories that really jump out to me are Marilla, Matthew, and Anneβs from Anne of Green Gables, Valency from The Blue Castle, Jocelyn from A City of Bells, and Mary from The Scent of Water. All these people have been given a chance to start again or at least begin to truly live. I actually made a huge list of stories from books and films that mean a do-over and fresh mercies to me. I was so surprised by how many of my favorites fall into that category!

2nd ~
my hundredth and one
second chance,
leaves curl into bud
faithfully once again
A.M.Pine π²β₯οΈ