Little spores puffed off of these red bits when I ran my fingers over them! πβ₯οΈWorlds with the world Our friends said this is Hepatica Woodpecker evidence!
How was your week? We are just itching for it to warm up a bit more, but overall a good week! We had homeschool co op, my tulips/daffodils are peeking up their heads and looking π around suspiciously, a local play that two children are involved with, and one of my children is being baptized! β₯οΈπ
βMarilla!β Anne sat down on Marillaβs gingham lap, took Marillaβs lined face between her hands, and looked gravely and tenderly into Marillaβs eyes. βIβm not a bit changed-not really. Iβm only just pruned down and branched out. The real me-back here-is just the same. It wonβt make a bit of difference where I go or how much I change outwardly; at heart I shall always be your little Anne, who will love you and Matthew and dear Green Gables more and better every day of her life.β
~ Anne of Green Gables
πππ thinking about my Anne getting MARRIED. πππ My oldest son is doing a lot and making decisions, too!! Change and them growing up is in my heart. Hard, but beautiful. β₯οΈππ»
If I can stop one Heart from breaking
I shall not live in vain
If I can ease one Life the Aching
Or cool one Pain
Or help one fainting Robin
Into his Nest again
I shall not live in Vain.
~ Emily Dickinson
We are enjoying Dickinson again in our co op currently! She is one of my most favorite poets and I think this above poem IS my favorite by her. π₯²β₯οΈ The prayer over my life. Here is a beautiful print of it for your home.
When Marilla had eaten her lunch Anne persuaded her to go to bed. Then Anne went herself to the east gable and sat down by her window in the darkness alone with her tears and her heaviness of heart. How sadly things had changed since she sat there the night after coming home! Then she had been full of hope and joy and the future had looked rosy with promise. Anne felt as if she had lived years since then, but before she went to bed there was a smile on her lips and peace in her heart. She looked her duty courageously in the face and found it a friend-as duty ever is when we meet it frankly.β
~Anne of Green Gables, emphasis mine
Iβm nobody! Who are you?
Are you nobody, too?
Then thereβs a pair of us-donβt tell!
Theyβd banish us, you know.
How dreary to be somebody!
How public, like a frog
To tell your name the livelong day
To an admiring bog!
~Emily Dickinson
A few favorite Emily resources β₯οΈ
Anne went to the little Avonlea graveyard the next evening to put fresh flowers on Matthewβs grave and water the Scotch rosebush. She lingered there until dusk, liking the peace and calm of the little place, with its poplars whose rustle was like a low, friendly speech, and its whispering grasses growing at will among the graves. When she finally left it and walked down the long hill that sloped to the Lake of Shining Waters it was past sunset and all Avonlea lay before her in a dreamlike afterlight-βa haunt of ancient peace.β There was a freshness in the air as if a wind that had blown over honey-sweet fields of clover. Home lights twinkled out here and there among the homestead trees. Beyond lay the sea, misty and purple, with its haunting, unceasing murmur. The west was a glory of soft, mingled hues, and the pond reflected them all in still softer shadings. The beauty of it thrilled Anneβs heart, and she gratefully opened the gates of her soul to it.
I donβt remember when I first encountered the wonderful world of Booktube, but it was pre-covid and Iβve been happily watching ever since! If you arenβt sure what it is, Booktube is a corner of YouTube that focuses on reading and talking about reading! π I also have found AMAZING reading journalers which is like a sandwich of my two favorite hobbies ever! There are YouTubers for EVERY hobby! Flosstubers, Gardentubers, Cookingtubers! ππ β₯οΈ Overall, Iβve found a small group of people in the Booktube world who are sooo friendly, welcoming, and as passionate about books and reading as I am! As with anything, you have to weed out a few thorns and balance the time spent, but this has been an enriching part of my life. Today I thought Iβd share a few of my current favs! As you know πI read a wide variety of random things, so Iβm going to share my Eclectic Booktuber favorites! I have many MORE, I love, but these are my jam currently.
Do you have a niche YouTube corner? A hobby that you like learning about on YouTube!? Iβd love to hear! Maybe I will do another of these lists later for my general favorite Booktubers!
Good morning! βοΈ Resurrecting my Wednesday Wonders seriesβ¦I recently answered these questions here, but they are always changing, so indulge me again?! πβ₯οΈπ·
β’listening toβ’β₯οΈπ²~ Iβm finally getting to the sequel in L.M. Montgomeryβs Silver Bush duology, using this audiobook recording of it that is fantastic! Iβm LOVING Mistress Pat even more than the first. Patricia is growing up and feeling the growing pains of possibly having to leave Silver Bush and everything changing! I identify with change being hard! π₯²I also want to listen more to this Josh Garrels release!
Music practice always going on around here! So thankful we have the ability for lessons!
β’readingβ’β₯οΈπ²~ My mood shifted yesterday π and I started rooting around for things to read. ππ I think Iβm leaning towards cozy classics, charming characters, and delicious nature descriptions. Of course, I first picked up, my gal, Maud Montgomery! Hence, Mistress Pat! A memory I have is rereading the whole Anne Series when I was pregnant with my first. Her name is Ann-E π₯Ήβ₯οΈπ and she getting married later this year! Maybe Iβll reread the series this year in honor!? ππ
Moody stack!
β’watchingβ’β₯οΈπ²~ Iβm slowly rereading all the greats with my younger set. The Wind in the Willows is one of the current ones. Itβs such a great book for spring! I was craving the claymation? film version and so enjoyed watching it. The peaceful atmosphere (except Toad πΈπ) was just as I remembered it.
β’noticingβ’β₯οΈπ²~ Our Black Willow trees sustained a lot of damage in a recent ice storm, but I salvaged a few branches with buds for the table. The robins have been so cheery even though itβs been rainy and cold. Iβm waiting not so patiently for warmth and usually by the end of April, the Barn Swallows are back! πβ₯οΈ
πJust remembering here my favorite reads of January, February, and March. I love looking back and also sharing in hopes you might find one you love!π
β’The Road Past Altamontby Gabrielle Roy, translated by Joyce Marshall ~ Canadian writer connects four stories loosely on mother and daughter relationships, growing older, time, and deep longing all cloaked in gorgeous, sparse writing.
β’The Dawn of Wonder by Jonathan Renshaw ~ a wonderful quest fantasy story surrounding Aedan and his friends. This has amazing friendship, leadership, and character growth.
β’This is Happiness by Niall Williams ~ A small Irish village on the cusp of change. You grow to love and care for the characters and see yourself in them. This is such a human story and the author understands small village life! This was so beautiful at times it makes you ache.
β’The Will of Many by James Islington ~ I absolutely loved the main character, Vis, and how much he values the memory and lessons of his father. The battle between doing whatβs right and surviving in a system built on greed and corruption. So many wonderful characters and ideas to consider in this epic fantasy.
β’Through Rushing Water by Catherine Richmond ~ Gorgeous historical fiction about an ex-Russian nobility immigrant who gets sent to the American West as a school teacher to a Native tribe. This will pull at your heart strings. Richmond did a fantastic job of not sugar coating this time period.
β’The Star That Always Stays by Anna Rose Johnson ~ This had a slow start, but a wonderful blended family story set in Michigan on the cusp of WWII. I loved the literature threads, the conversation about Indigenous mixed-race tensions, and the gentle faith themes woven throughout. Solid middle grade read!
β’Followed by Frost by Charlie N. Holmberg ~ This feels a bit Disney-Frozen-ish , but donβt let that stop you from this quiet, deceptively deeper story. Slow start and very creepy villain, but what a wonderful story of selflessness and how servanthood ultimately defeats loneliness.
β’The Secret of Honeycake by Kimberly Newton Fusco ~ This is such a heartfelt story around two sisters dealing with death and chronic illness. This is a slow-as-molasses middle grade story, but I ate up every delicious word. So beautifully written with friendships, growth, domestic details, and LIFE.
β’Persuasion by Jane Austen ~ Iβve read this so many times but have to mention it here because I was so delighted all over again. The humanity and magnifying glass that Austen does is so perfect. I especially loved Mrs. Smith of Westgate Buildings π this time through.
β’The Robe by LloydC. Douglas ~ A wonderful historical fiction set around the time of Christ. I posted a bit more about it here! Highly recommend!
β’The Hotel Balzaar by Kate DiCamillo ~ This was so sweet and lovely! It follows little Marta around the hotel where her mother works as a maid after the disappearance of her father. This is full of the lovely noticing, longing, thoughts on life, memories, parents, and meaning from a childβs perspective. The illustrations made this absolutely shine!
Sophie helping me pick my next read! πβ₯οΈ
ππ·How about you? Any stand out reads at the beginning of the year? Iβd love to hear! π·π
βThe fruit of silence is prayer, the fruit of prayer is faith, the fruit of faith is love, the fruit of love is service, the fruit of service is peace. β
~ Mother Teresa
Thinking and praying on this as a week of homeschooling, wedding planning, cooking, and extras stretches before me. πͺ΄π·πΏππ²Whatβs on your heart? π
βThat one?β she said. βIs that one quite alive-quite?β Dickson curved his wide smiling mouth.
βItβs as wick as you or me,β he said; and Mary remembered that Martha had told her that βwickβ meant βaliveβ or βlively.β
βIβm so glad itβs wick!β she cried out in her whisper. βI want them all to be wick. Let us go around the garden and count how many wick ones there are.β
~ The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett, illustrated by Tasha Tudor
Iβm so glad thereβs green, life, and hope YET! Spring is here! Thank You, Jesus!
From the ends of the earth, I cry to you for help when my heart is overwhelmed.
Lead me to the towering rock of safety, for you are my safe refuge, a fortress where my enemies cannot reach me.
Let me live forever in your sanctuary, safe beneath the shelter of your wings!
Psalm 61: 2-4, NLT
Whatβs been inspiring me? β₯οΈπΏ
β’listening toβ’β₯οΈπΏ
BTSβ new βArirangβ album. πΏ A bit different than what I expected but itβs growing on me. I donβt love lots of language or overly sexual themes, but thereβs enough deeper lines/ideas that got me thinking. Hope to write a few of my own poems based on some of the lyrics.
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Iβve also started the audiobook of Quarter Labyrinth by Victoria McCombs on the recommendation of a friend! Itβs included free with Audible currently! I really hope our weather will warm up a bit so I can get outside walking and listening. ππ§
β’readingβ’β₯οΈπΏ
I always have a healthy stack ππ€ͺ of things Iβm dipping into! Iβve started my two buddy reads and Iβm currently really enjoying slowly rereading my favorite Victorian novel of all time, Wives & Daughters by Elizabeth Gaskell. Itβs almost an annual reread for me. My 14 yo is listening to it for the first time and enjoying it! Iβve also been craving a reread of The Scent of Water by Elizabeth Goudge. Itβs been awhile and itβs a perfect spring read.
If only I had this gorgeous vintage copy! πβ₯οΈπΏ
Iβve also been enjoying the Alex Rider Series by Anthony Horowitz about a 14 yo spy with M16. The fifth? one made me definitely warm up more to Alex who seemed a bit cold/distant at first. They are so adventurous and thrilling. Definitely super violent, but compelling. I also just dove back into Donna Leonβs Commasario Brunettiβs police series. She writes Venice and Brunettiβs family life SO well, that Iβve just fallen in love with Guido as a police detective. The crimes are gritty and disturbing, so if you donβt like police procedural type detective novels, these may not be for you. I feel so immersed in Venice and his friendships and his family that Iβve come to love them! They are a fast, great Kindle read that I get through the library!
This one βοΈ was 5 star π for me!
β’watchingβ’β₯οΈπΏ
I really havenβt watched much recently as I took a Booktube break for the Lenten season. I did put on hold at the library the first Season of Dr.Quinn Medicine Woman π€ͺπ€£ to see if I can get my hubby to watch with me during the chilly, spring nights.
β’noticingβ’ β₯οΈπΏ
How cute my little guys hands are! He has bad dry skin in the winter and weβve been rubbing Aloe Vera into them each night. Heβs such a blessing. π₯Ήβ₯οΈπΏ
Iβve really been noticing and remembering little tidbits from this lovely collection of quotes!
βGod has not called me to be successful, He has called me to be faithful. When we stand before God, results are not important. Faithfulness is what matters.β
βThe face of the enigmatic Jew seemed weighted with an almost insupportable burden of anxiety. The eyes, narrowed as if in resigned acceptance of some inevitable catastrophe, stared straight ahead toward Jerusalem. Perhaps the man, intent upon larger responsibilities far removed from this pitiable little coronation farce, wasnβt really hearing the racket at all.
So deeply absorbed had Demetrius become, in his wide-eyed study of the young Jewβs face, that he too was beginning to be unmindful of the general clamor and confusion. He moved along with inching steps, slanting his body against the weight of the pressing crowd, so close now to the preoccupied rider that with one stride he could have touched him.
Now there was a temporary blocking of the way, and the noisy procession came to a complete stop. The man on the white donkey straightened, as if roused from a reverie, drew a deep sigh, and slowly turned his head. Demetrius watched, with parted lips and a pounding heat.
The meditative eyes, drifting about over the excited multitude, seemed to carry a sort of wistful compassion for these helpless victims of an aggression for which they thought he had a remedy. Everyone was shouting, shouting-all but the Corinthian slave, whose throat was so dry he couldnβt have shouted, who had no inclination to shout, who wished they would all be quiet, quiet! It wasnβt the time or place for shouting. Quiet! This man wasnβt the sort of person one shouted at, or shouted for. Quiet! That was what this moment called for-Quiet!
Gradually the brooding eyes moved over the crowd until they came to rest on the strained, bewildered face of Demetrius. Perhaps, he wondered, the manβs gaze halted there because he alone-in all this welter of hysteria-refrained from shouting. His silence singled him out. The eyes calmly appraised Demetrius. They neither widened or smiled; but, in some indefinable manner, they held Demetriusβs a grip so firm it was almost a physical compulsion. The message they communicated was something other than sympathy, something more vital than friendly concern; a sort of stabilizing power that swept away all such negations as slavery, poverty, or any other afflicting circumstance. Demetrius was suffused with the glow of this curious kinship. Blind with sudden tears, he elbows through the throng and reached the roadside.β
The Robe, by Lloyd C. Douglas, p. 73-74
Happy Good Friday, my friends. A horrible, yet beautiful day I remember as a Christ-follower. I recently was privileged to read with three friends a stirring historical fiction centered around Marcellus, a Roman soldier and his slave, Demetrius. We follow Marcellus as he crucifies Jesus and wins his homespun robe in a gambling match. Douglas seeps us in the rich, historical setting of first century Rome and ultimately, we walk away with a profound sense of wonder. We who touch the presence of Jesus are never the same.
I was deeply moved by this novel and it made me rethink how I live day to day. How would my life look if I actively acknowledged His real presence right in and around me? I highly recommend this book! β₯οΈ
A beautiful hymn we are singing in our homeschool co op has been hanging around in my heart as I think of what my Lordβs death and Resurrection mean to me. I used to love Christmas the most, but slowly as Iβve lived more life, the hope, spring-freshness, and LIFE to Easter have become a most meaningful time for me.
Jesus told her, βI am the resurrection and the life. Anyone who believes in me will live, even after dying. Everyone who lives in me and believes in me will never ever dieβ¦β
Millayβs poetry has been recently touching me deeply. Do you have a current favorite poet? Mine is constantly changing. Iβm a lover of words and Beauty of poetry often waylays me! The other morning I stopped with great delight over my steaming coffee and knew that I was hearing the spring peepers on our little pond. It brought me so much joy. I received a Barnes & Noble gift card for Christmas last year and Iβm sooo glad I picked this giant tome of her work. β₯οΈβ₯οΈβ₯οΈ
My daughter and I admiring the rays we just got to pet! πβ₯οΈ
Hello Friends! New fresh month, no mistakes in it yet! Iβm hopping on to share that Iβm going to attempt to do a bit of a 100 Day Project here! Iβm excited to have a little something to challenge myself with and a place to dump all the beautiful ideas Iβm gleaning. I have no format for what I will be sharing, it may be little more than a brain dump some daysπ€ͺπ , lists, a photo, a quote, and so on. My hope is that it will encourage and inspire you. What am I doing with the little Iβve been given? That is the question Iβm asking myself currently. βΊοΈβ₯οΈπΏ
Soooo, what prompted this plan? A couple things! My oldest child, my daughter, is engaged to be married later this year! π³ππβ₯οΈNothing like a family wedding to celebrate and work towards in multiple areas. Secondly, my sister kindly gifted me this book and we are going through it together:
Iβm already a pretty established journal-er, but wanted to step it up a notch! By journaling HERE, my poor dark, quiet blog friend, π€£ and using it as a catalyst for little writing creative projects. I see these as offerings of worship. ππΏ
My goals and poetry writing notebook. Yes, weird combination, but itβs working currently. π π I found some fun graphics on Pinterest to color in as I go!
I also love my little to do/gratitude daily journal so will be keeping up with that! Another strange combo that works well for me!
My absolute favorite journaling is my reading journal and I have two buddy reads beginning this month! ππ
My reading journal spread where I will paste my April read book covers and short review! ππΏNew this year has been favorite reads by month! πBuddy Read #1 πβ₯οΈBuddy Read #2 πβ₯οΈ
I will be using the prompts in The Book of Alchemy and also continuing The Body Revelation questions, both with my sister. βΊοΈβ₯οΈThose are most likely private prayers/entries etc that go into my spiritual journal.
How βbout you? How do you βbegin againβ? How do you breathe life into creative or life projects? Having some sort of paper/stickers/glue and pens always motivates me! π€·π»ββοΈπβ₯οΈ Iβll leave you with a quote that I saw that has me thinking deeply!
ββ¦they fear love because it creates a world they canβt control.β
β’George Orwellβ’
π¬π³β οΈπβ₯οΈπ Chew on that, my friends! Bless you all!