๐Ÿ“– โ™ฅ๏ธ23 Favorite Reads from 2023 โ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ“– ( I cheated a little)

Hello Friends! I trust the new year is easing in kindly for you. โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿ’—โ˜•๏ธ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ’Œ โ„๏ธ๐ŸŒ›It was hard to narrow down my favs, but here they are {not really in any particular order} with a small snippet to celebrate each one! I definitely picked the books and characters I keep thinking ๐Ÿค” about. How do you pick your favorites?

~2023~

1. Klara & the Sun โ˜€๏ธ by Kazau Ishiguro ~ 5 ๐ŸŒŸ a sympathetic story that considers what makes us human from the viewpoint of Klara, an Artificial Friend (AI) to an ill teenager, Josie. I keep thinking about all the themes and questions brought up in this one. I loved the audiobook! (Possibly my favorite of the year?! ๐Ÿ˜ฑ)

2. The Sword of Kaigen โš”๏ธ by M. L. Wang ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸ The set up to this Asian -inspired fantasy world was very (too) slow, but you find yourself gripped by a mother and son trapped in an insular community that is holding onto the old ways. They face danger and questions from within and without. Extremely violent, FYI, check trigger warnings. This is such a beautiful story about standing tall in the face of adversity and self-sacrifice.

3. Wormwood Abbey ๐Ÿ‰ by Christina Baehr ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸ This was a cozy, Victorian-time period, family-centric fantasy story. I looooved the main protagonist, Edith Worms. She has a few secrets of her own, not unlike the new abbey her father has inherited. Looking forward to next in series!

4. Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society ๐Ÿฅ” by Mary Ann Shaffer and Annie Barrows ~ 5๐ŸŒŸ (reread) I adored visiting again with these characters through the letters they exchanged. WWII historical fiction set on the island of Guernsey ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ฌ. The audiobook was fantastic.

5. Disenchanted: The Trials of Cinderella ๐Ÿ‘‘ by Megan Morrison ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸ This MG/YA retelling was deeper and more thoughtful than I expected. It felt like the themes of Elizabeth Gaskellโ€™s North & South except with fairies. ๐Ÿ˜‚ There were a few things I didnโ€™t love, but overall, I sooo enjoyed this story of standing up for the suffering people in the world.

6. Evelina by Francis Burney ๐Ÿ‘— ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸ Honestly, not a lot really happens in this coming-of-age Regency story. I found the excessive formality hilarious and enjoyed following teenager Evelina as she grows. I listened to this long novel and really enjoyed being along for the ride.

7. Gods, Graves, & Scholars ๐Ÿ—ฟ by C. W. Ceram~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸ I found this nonfiction fascinating about the beginnings of archaeology and I loved how it made my Old Testament reading come alive. A bit dated, but a fascinating read!

8. Until Tomorrow, Mr. Marsworth ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿผโ€๐Ÿฆณ by Sheila Oโ€™Conner ~ 5 ๐ŸŒŸ Heartwarming and heart wrenching story about a young girl who befriends an ostracized Quaker on her paper route. Her and her brothers navigate the world of conscientious objectors during the Vietnam ๐Ÿ‡ป๐Ÿ‡ณ War.

9. Marilla of Green Gables ๐Ÿก by Sarah McCoy ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸ I keep thinking about this one that my daughterโ€™s friend recommended to me. Fun retelling of sorts for Anne fans, but I wasnโ€™t expecting the historical fiction side about the Canadian Underground Railroad. Fascinating!

10. Ourselves, School Education, both by Charlotte Mason, and Parents are Peacemakers by Essex Cholmondeley ๐ŸŽญ๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ“š โœ๏ธ~ 5 ๐ŸŒŸ(rereads) This was my cheat, lumping all these nonfiction educational beauties together. Powerful encouragement for raising children- educational philosophy at itโ€™s finest.

11. Unearthing the Secret Garden ๐Ÿชด by Marta McDowell ~ 5 ๐ŸŒŸ Beautiful and truly lovely look at the 3 gardens created by Frances Hodgson Burnett in her lifetime that definitely shaped her life and writing.

12. Katherine Wentworth ๐Ÿด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ณ๓ ฃ๓ ด๓ ฟ by D. E Stevenson ~ 5 ๐ŸŒŸso gentle, full of peace, hope, nature, and a charming cottage. Second chance story with lovely mother & children. This reminds me slightly of The Blue Castle by L.M. Montgomery, although not quite as quirky!

13. Mrs. Lorimerโ€™s Quiet Summer ๐Ÿด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ณ๓ ฃ๓ ด๓ ฟ by Molly Clavering ~ 5 ๐ŸŒŸA sweet family tale set in beautiful Scottish scenery. I found out that Clavering and D.E. Stevenson were friends and that this is semi autobiographical.

14. Grapes of Wrath ๐Ÿ‡ by John Steinbeck ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸ This is a Great Depression/Dust Bowl era historical fiction. This was gorgeously written, raw, heartfelt, and disturbing. Ma Joad was my favorite! Adult content and language.

15. Everything Sad is Untrue ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ท by Daniel Nayeri ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸ A slow, but heart-wrenching stream-of-conscious nonlinear fictionalized memoir of a young Iranianโ€™s experience as a religious refugee in Oklahoma. It took me a long time to get into this as it had a very unconventional writing style , but then I loved the thought-provoking themes it brought up.

16. Seasons of Your Heart ๐Ÿ’– by Macrina Wiederkehr ~ 5 ๐ŸŒŸbeautiful poetry and short Christian devotional entries. A bit unorthodox and slightly mystical, but really spoke to my weird, word lover side. My friend gave this to me as a gift and it was such a blessing!

17. The Belton Estate ๐ŸŽน by Anthony Trollope ~ 5๐ŸŒŸA super interesting story about a Victorian woman who bucks tradition in a situation involving male entailment of property. This had so many interesting themes around marriage of convenience and friendship with a woman of โ€œdubiousโ€ character.

18. The Historian ๐Ÿ•Œ by Elizabeth Kostova ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸA deep, rich historical thriller with a slight fantastical twist. The atmospheric setting of this was a amazing! Told through multiple timelines and flashbacks, the story of a daughter tracing her fatherโ€™s discovery of a strange book with connections to Dracula. This has a lot of travel, Balkan culture, history, and so much more.

19. The Last Cuentista ๐Ÿช by Donna Barbara Higuera ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸThis was a darker, dystopian, scifi middle grade book and coming of age story. I loved the main character Petra and how she kept hope alive through storytelling.

20. Pat of the Silverbush ๐ŸŒฒ by L.M. Montgomery ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸwow! So beautifully atmospheric! I loved this book for the writing, but overall, this was not a happy book. It felt sad and lonely. However, it was full of interesting, quirky characters that Montgomery does so well. I really enjoyed discussing this book with Chantel Reads All Day YouTube channel.

21. Grace of Wild Things ๐Ÿง™โ€โ™€๏ธ by Heather Fawcett ~ 5 ๐ŸŒŸThis was a charming middle grade fantasy twist on Anne of Green Gables. A young girl has nowhere to go and attempts to apprentice herself to the local, grumpy witch. I loved the found family, adventures, and gorgeous writing style.

22. Dune ๐Ÿชฑ by Frank Herbert ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸI listened to the audiobook of this one and was so pleasantly surprised how much I enjoyed this political, sci-fi family story. It moved EXTREMELY slowly, but it was just what I needed at the time. I loved thinking of the influence this had on Star Wars. I loved Lady Jessicaโ€™s perspective.

23. Julie ๐Ÿš๏ธ by Catherine Marshall ~ 4 ๐ŸŒŸA buddy read with my penpal via Voxer. This was a wonderful Depression era historical fiction story set in Pennsylvania. I loved the male characters in this book, and Julie and her fatherโ€™s relationship was such an interesting dynamic. Julie and her family take over a failing newspaper in this coming of age story that brought up so many thought-provoking themes.

A few honorable mentions: The Corinthian by Georgette Heyer (ridiculously hilarious), Hindsโ€™ Feet On High Places by Hannah Hurnard (faith-building reread), All-of-a-Kind Family by Sydney Taylor (heartwarming), Two Old Women by Velma Wallis (inspiring), Distilled Genius by Susan Branch (inspiring), and Cottage Fairy Companion by Paola Merrill (inspiring). All the poetry I read was also SO enriching!

2023 was a โ€œYear of Changeโ€ for me and I found myself drawn to darker stories that show the protagonist overcoming! I had a wonderful reading year mostly due to narrating, interacting, and discussing what I was reading with so many wonderful friends (Voxer and Zoom for the win!), writing in my journals (here and in the regular paper & ink kind ๐Ÿคฃ), and sharing a little on Booktube. Engaging deeply instead of just inhaling mindlessly. Granted I still read my fair share of fluff, ๐Ÿฅฐ but my reading life felt more life-giving this year. How about you? How was your reading in 2023? Iโ€™d love to chat below!

โœจ๐ŸŒฒโ™ฅ๏ธMerry Christmasโ™ฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒฒโœจ

But where Thou dwellest, Lord,
No other thought should be,
Once duly welcomed and adored,
How should I part with Thee?
Bethlehem must lose Thee soon, but Thou wilt grace
The single heart to be Thy sure abiding-place.

John Keble, The Christian Year

โœจโ„๏ธHappy Winter Solstice โœจโ„๏ธ ~ winter is a wonderful time for poetryโ€ฆ

I love the lights snaking up this tree ๐ŸŒณ โ™ฅ๏ธโœจ

Winter is just about here, friends! โ„๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธOne of my delights this year has been dipping into a fair amount of poetry. Here are some highlights for you to consider adding to your stack for next yearโ€ฆcozy up, grab a hot drink , and read on โ˜•๏ธ. Enjoy!

Mary Oliverโ€™s Devotions ~ I received this as a Christmas gift a few years ago and have been sipping from it here and there. Oliver has such an eye for life-giving details in nature and she asks us questions that go just a bit deeper. I love that about her. As a modern poet, she is definitely a bit more approachable and easier to ease into than some of your classic poets. Not every one of her poems hits for me, but sometimes one line or a word will meet me right where Iโ€™m at in that moment. Iโ€™m often surprised by her.

Emily Bronte ~ I was extremely surprised how much I loved this dark and brooding poetry. Just like the all the Bronte sisterโ€™s fiction, this was sooo atmospheric and because she talks of death frequently, it actually made me contemplate how Iโ€™m living life. I found the Everymanโ€™s Library Pocket Poets collection to be a wonderful selection of her poetry and I love the small size of these editions.

William Wordsworth ( and donโ€™t forget Dorothy) ~ I love the poems and writings of this brother and sister duo. Williamโ€™s beautiful poetry centered in life around The Lake District, Cumbria, England really feeds my soul and my faith. He really grasps the touch of God in nature and it is such a testimony to me. I love his poetic storytelling, too. Dorothyโ€™s journals are so simple, domestic, yet so compelling. They both have that artistic eye. โ™ฅ๏ธ I loved sharing Wordsworth with our Charlotte Mason co op homeschool group last term.

Gerald Manly Hopkins ~ Wow. Mr. Hopkinโ€™s use of language and metaphor is so gorgeously layered and rich. I will confess I struggle a bit with his writing richness, but if I have a little patience and read just to enjoy each word, I walk away blessed. His wrestling with faith and art is so relatable and real. Heโ€™s one of the hardest poets for me to read, but also one of my favorites.

Robert MacFarlane The Lost Spells ~ I would be remiss to not mention this gorgeously illustrated (Jackie Morris) collection of modern nature poetry. MacFarlane is a lover of Hopkinโ€™s wordsmithing and the homeschool co op and I loved looking at both poets together earlier this year. MacFarlaneโ€™s wordsmithing, storytelling, and putting himself into the everyday life of animals and plants is just lovely. He is another poet whose work is perfect for those new to poetry!

Kim Piรฑa ~ this is an online friend that I was blessed to โ€œmeetโ€ YEARS ago, through blogging. ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ˜โ™ฅ๏ธ I love Kimโ€™s word play, almost like a songwriter/compelling poem-rap style, and I love how she asks deeper questions tangled with the daily mundanity of life. Her Instagram account is lovely, too!

Robert Frost, Rainer Maria Rilke, and Sara Teasdale ~ Iโ€™m extremely new to these three poets and canโ€™t wait to really sink into their work more in the new year. I was familiar with a few famous poems, but I recently got Mirror of the Heart, a Teasdale collection, Rilkeโ€™s Everymanโ€™s Library Pocket Poet collection, and The Poetry of Robert Frost, edited by Edward Connery Latham, and am so excited for new words to drink up.

I also asked for two new poetry collections for Christmas and canโ€™t wait to dive into these more!

Iโ€™m nervous about this one, because I saw it on Instagram, but what Iโ€™ve read of his poetry, I found compelling and came away with ideas to consider.
Iโ€™m mostly excited about this collection as I love Kortneyโ€™s work and have always been so inspired by her! โ™ฅ๏ธ

Lastly, I have two poetry nonfiction books that Iโ€™d love to get too, just to keep growing and learning about this life-giving art.

Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke and What is Poetry? by Michael Rosen โ™ฅ๏ธ

How about you? Do you read poetry? Who are your favorites? โ™ฅ๏ธโ„๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธHappiest Winter Beginnings and Christmas ๐ŸŽ„ to you all, friends!

Monday Ponderings {โ™ฅ๏ธโœจDecember 18thโœจโ™ฅ๏ธ}

Shadowed Hope โœจโ™ฅ๏ธ

She stopped over the lonely, lovely little golden face, lifted up so hopefully and so bravely to the feeble drip, and cried out softly, โ€œWhat is your name, little flower, for I never saw one like you before.โ€ The tiny plant answered at once in a tone as golden as itself, โ€œBehold me! My name is Acceptance-with-Joy.โ€

Hannah Hurnard, Hindsโ€™ Feet on High Places

November 2023 Whole-Person Work Check~In โ™ฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒพโœจ

Thinking on this quote: ๐Ÿ’ญ

..is my surrender to the crushing narrowness of earthly existence the beginning of my liberation from it, precisely because this surrender is my โ€œAmenโ€ to your human life, my way of saying yes to your human coming, which happens in a manner so contrary to my expectations?

Karl Rahner, Watch for the Light, p. 74

Spiritual

Iโ€™ve begun a reread of The Life of Prayer by Edith Schaeffer and have really been enjoying a refreshing and convicting look at prayer. Iโ€™m loving how she lays out that prayer is first worship, then for repentance, and FINALLY for requests. A reminder that I sorely needed, (looking at you, whiny prayer journal)! ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ˜Œ I decided to choose a reread for my Advent devotions from my shelf, Watch for the Light: Readings for Advent and Christmas, and it has been so thought-provoking. Iโ€™ve streamlined my prayer journal a bit, also, to help refresh my reflection time. Iโ€™m also slowly buddy reading The Christian Year by John Keble with two friends this year.

Physical

Honestly, Iโ€™ve made some huge health goals, but have really been struggling. I tend to hide and binge ๐Ÿฅฒ eat through my exhaustion or big emotions. ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ–ค Food addiction is a real thing, friends. This trying to process in unhealthy ways. Iโ€™m laying out here what I mentioned to my support group, too, Iโ€™d love to fit back into these lovely Carhartt overalls that I had got for myself in 2021. But more than size, I want to learn to be vulnerable with people when I need help, deepen my prayer practice, and use my love of creativity and journaling to process my thoughts and feelings. I acknowledge here, too, that sometimes I actually need to get OUT of my head/books/social media ๐Ÿ˜– and feelings and change my thoughts upward to Jesus and outward to others. ๐Ÿ–ค

Mental

Iโ€™m finding that taking short walks with music or an audiobook has been clearing the mental cobwebs. Iโ€™ve also really enjoyed instrumental music/soundtracks. Iโ€™m seeing that Iโ€™m handling the early sunset and waning light of this year much better than last year, by pressing into the unique beauty of THIS season. Iโ€™ve REALLY been blessed by poetry this year and hope to do a post about that soon.

Emotional

Iโ€™ve been noticing lately that overwhelming feelings threaten to drown me if I donโ€™t purposefully choose to take life in small moments. Our whole, โ€˜wild and precious lifeโ€™ is made up of these minute moments. Iโ€™ve forgotten the way of small bits of joy and gratitude a bit, ๐Ÿฅฒ and it is always so wonderful to hear that still, Small Voice gently guiding us back into The Way. I found that free with my Audible account, the audiobook of Hinds Feet on High Places, is available and while I know that the allegory is very โ€˜on the noseโ€™ in this book, it is one of my favorite books of all time. I identify with Much-Afraid SO much, but I mostly love this book for the picture of Jesus, my Lovely Shepherd.

Beautiful Jackie Morris postcard from a friend.

Servanthood

My son and I were talking the other day and we realized that this really isnโ€™t an easy area. Some individuals may be a bit more servant-like naturally, but I know that I need to practice it and make it a habit. Iโ€™ve been working hard to reach out consciously to one person a day. This could be a text or popping a card in the post, focused listening to those right in front of me, or bigger things as the Holy Spirit leads. Of course, I also end up being SO blessed ๐Ÿฅฒ in return by this.

But as for me, I will watch โ™ฅ๏ธexpectantly for the LORD. I will wait โ™ฅ๏ธ for the God of my salvation. My God will hear me. โ™ฅ๏ธ Do not rejoice over me, O my enemy. Though I fall I will rise; โ™ฅ๏ธ Though I dwell in darkness, the LORD is a light for me. โ™ฅ๏ธ

from Micah 7, I recommend listening to this song after savoring these verses.

Thank you for being here. You are a blessing and are loved. How โ€˜bout you? How are YOU truly doing? Glad to be doing this life with you. ๐Ÿฅฐ๐ŸŒพ๐Ÿ„โœจ๐ŸŒ™โ„๏ธ๐Ÿฅ—โ˜•๏ธ๐ŸŒฒ๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ’Œ๐Ÿ“ฌ๐Ÿ—๏ธ๐Ÿงบ

Wednesday Wonders

Day of small things โœจโ™ฅ๏ธ

There is wonder all around us…

Listeningโ€ฆinteresting audiobook by Gretchen Rubin and โ€˜Please Donโ€™t Changeโ€™ ~ reminding myself of the unchanging faithfulness of Jesus!

Readingโ€ฆfinishing up the quiet, intriguing Makioka Sisters by Junichio Tanizaki.

Watchingโ€ฆreading journal setup videos! Iโ€™m much simpler than this style, but itโ€™s still fun watching others ideas.

Noticingโ€ฆthe Beaver Moon and gorgeous sky lately. Lift up your eyes, friends! โ™ฅ๏ธ

Beaver Moon behind clouds โœจ๐Ÿ–ค๐ŸŒ•
Redemption is Nigh โœจโ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿ™

What are you listening to, reading, watching, and noticing? ๐Ÿ–คโœจ๐Ÿ–คโœจ๐Ÿ–ค

October In Review ๐Ÿ‚๐ŸŒพ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ–คโœจ ~ whole person work check-in

Happy chaos โœจโ™ฅ๏ธ and Happy November to you!

{previous whole person work check-ins}

Lord, it is time. The summer was so great.

Impose upon the sundials now your shadows

and round the meadows let the winds rotate.

Rainer Maria Rilke

Spiritual

Iโ€™ve been plugging away at my devotionals, Bible, reading, and journaling. Iโ€™ve really tried to concentrate and put a little more focus into it as I had gotten so distracted this summer during my meditation time. Iโ€™ve also noticed Iโ€™ve really enjoyed taking notes at church, helping me to concentrate. Thereโ€™s so many things the Lord has been showing me, He is SO faithful! Iโ€™m excited about Advent readings soon.

Physical

Iโ€™m back in my food program called Bright Line Eating. It has been a bit bumpy, but October was the best so far! Iโ€™ve been texting a friend for accountability and thatโ€™s really helped. Writing my food down for each day helps with not making bad, emotional decisions. Iโ€™ve gone back to Instagram after a 10 month break for the purpose of using it as an encouragement to others, but also to keep myself accountable in many areas. I will watch carefully my usage. Iโ€™ve been re-listening to Rezoom by Susan Peirce Thompson and itโ€™s been to good to refresh myself. I have to be purposeful about my health, so I can be of service to others.

My son took this picture! โ™ฅ๏ธโœจ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‚

Mental

Iโ€™m challenging myself to read a little deeper and I have some great buddy reads lined up in November. Dombey & Son, The Makioka Sisters, Countess Kate by Charlotte Mary Yonge, and Julie by Catherine Marshall. Nourishing food for my brain instead of โ€œcandyโ€. Iโ€™ve been reading more poetry, especially Emily Bronte, Rilke, and Sara Teasdale. Iโ€™m trying to write more poetry too, as a healthy, healing way to work through emotions and feelings (instead of eating and binging on media). Iโ€™m thinking on the tagline, โ€œrage and graceโ€, that I saw on the artist RMโ€™s Instagram a few days ago.

Emotional

This ties into the mental category too, while in reality, all of this is in relationship together, but Iโ€™ve been journaling, writing penpals, taking nature photos, and dipping into seasonal books. Taking drives in nature (the leaves!!!!) and keeping track of the moon phases has been a relaxing and enjoyable experience lately. Godโ€™s creation is a gift given for the taking if I just open my eyes and heart and RECEIVE. โ™ฅ๏ธโœจ

Servanthood

Our homeschool activities are in full swing and itโ€™s been good and stretching for me to give! ๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿฅฑ๐Ÿ˜‚ Weโ€™ve been getting back into better daily rhythms and Iโ€™m continually learning that servanthood can mean something as simple as shutting my mouth and listening. ๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ˜‚โ™ฅ๏ธ

First snow, leaves in glass โœจ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‚โ™ฅ๏ธ

Blessed are you who hunger now, for you shall be satisfied.

from The Beatitudes, Jesus

Light โœจ

How about you? How are you doing? Iโ€™d love to chat in comments or drop me an email! ๐ŸŒพ๐ŸŽƒโ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ„โœจ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ’Œ๐Ÿ“š Blessings over your new November month ahead!

Saturday Sips & Stacks ๐Ÿ˜Œโ˜•๏ธ๐ŸŒป๐Ÿ“šโ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿƒ๐Ÿ‚

What are you reading ๐Ÿ“–, exploring, or creating this weekend? Happy September, friends! ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿฅฐ๐ŸŒปโ™ฅ๏ธโ˜•๏ธ๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿƒ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ๐ŸคŽ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ’Œ๐Ÿ“ฌ๐ŸŽโœจ๐ŸŒพ๐Ÿ„๐ŸŒฒ

Iโ€™m mostly sipping coffee โ˜•๏ธ {maybe Tazoโ€™s Lemon ๐Ÿ‹ Loaf tea, later} and loving The Grasmere Journals by Dorothy Wordsworth ๐Ÿฅฐ.

Wednesday Wonders

There is wonder all around usโ€ฆ

Listeningโ€ฆ Risking Enchantment episode on Studio Ghibli themes. โ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿƒ

Readingโ€ฆ Iโ€™m loving reading along with the Librivox audio to Jerome K. Jeromeโ€™s Three Men in a Boat (To Say Nothing of The Dog) . This is a hilarious Victorian story full of sarcasm and British wit. Iโ€™m really enjoying it. I hope to finish it this week so I can attend a Zoom discussion on it.

Watchingโ€ฆ I found Half of Carlaโ€™s tips here about reducing stress to be helpful!

Noticingโ€ฆweโ€™ve had a super dry summer, but are having a high humidity wave currently. I love the warmth, but itโ€™s not fun to work in! Iโ€™m loving the mixture of yellows and purples on the roadsides. Late summer flowers. โ™ฅ๏ธ

What are you listening to, reading, watching, and noticing? There is so much wonder! โ™ฅ๏ธ

๐Ÿƒโ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ๐Ÿ’ฆโ˜€๏ธ๐Ÿ“šโ™ฅ๏ธ

๐ŸŒฒwhole person work ๐ŸŒฒ check in: second week August 2023

Follow the Amish buggy! โ™ฅ๏ธ

{previous check-ins and intro to series}

Donโ€™t you feel a tug, a yearning to sink down into the silence and solitude of God? Donโ€™t you long for something more? Doesnโ€™t every breath crave a deeper, fuller exposure to his Presence? It is the Discipline of solitude that will open the door. You are welcome to come in and โ€œlisten to Godโ€™s speech in his wondrous, terrible, gentle, loving, all-embracing silence.โ€

Richard J. Foster, Celebration of Discipline, p. 109

Focus Areas:

Spiritual ~ I was a bit sluggish this week about REALLY pressing into my quiet times and calming myself down enough to enter in. We came off a wonderful, but exhausting graduation party for my oldest son and it takes me a long time to recover from events. I kept up with my group reading plan, but didnโ€™t deeply meditate and pray/journal as much as I want to. The end of this week has been better and it feels so good to soak in Matthew among other things. My sister reminded me of Pray As You Go app which helps me focus as I begin my prayer times. โ™ฅ๏ธ

Favorite breakfast ~ oats, cinnamon, plain yogurt, unsweetened coconut milk, natural peanut butter, and berries โ™ฅ๏ธ

Physical ~ I honestly struggled a bit with getting in the groove with my food. Just grazing and bingeing, even on โ€œhealthyโ€ things. Out of exhaustion or anxiety, finding myself feeling hungry in my MIND not legitimately hungry in my stomach. I found that listening to the audiobook of Rezoom by Susan Peirce Thompson or Half of Carlaโ€™s YouTube really helped me calm down a bit. Not making or having unhealthy choices in the house really helps me, too. I did get out on my walks with my audiobook. Iโ€™m 56% through Klara & the Sun and ๐Ÿ˜ฏ itโ€™s thoroughly intriguing. I bought a new tshirt and struggled with the mental battle about my worth because it was a bigger size. ๐Ÿ˜ž Just be brutally honest here. I am excited to receive it, though, and support my friendโ€™s creative endeavor .

Mental ~ I had so much fun updating my book journal and purging/ organizing my reading stacks. I decided to focus on one particular stack of things Iโ€™m reading with others or have wanted to read for a long time. I gave myself permission to set aside books that were too silly, not grabbing my attention, or just weighing me down. I read a few poemโ€™s every day (Oliver, Wordsworth, and Native Nations poems) and it was so nice. Iโ€™m super interested in learning about the โ€œBalkansโ€ area after finishing the historical fiction thriller The Historian by Elizabeth Kostova.

Emotional~ I had some hard relational talks this week that were good. I tend to avoid and stuff down which isnโ€™t healthy. I really tried to keep up on some household rhythms and itโ€™s amazing how much that lifts my mood. Just putting a fresh weed ๐Ÿ˜„ bouquet on a clean dining room table with tablecloth, washing the dishes after each meal, etc. Being outdoors really helped me! I also did a fun video about my favorite things and I wrote two snail mail letters. Iโ€™ve been trying to sleep a little in afternoons lately and itโ€™s SO nice. I did get a little Totoro stamp set and some new, darling stickers which was a blessing. Maybe Iโ€™ll show them to you next week. Stationary is the way to my heart! ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ’•

I watched โ€œHeidiโ€ performance with two of my children โ™ฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒฒ
Shakespeare in the Park (Macbeth) with some friends and three of my children โ™ฅ๏ธ

Servanthood ~ this was tough this week. I think coming off the graduation party made it extra hard. I want to focus more on the little things I can do for those around me and do them well. Not be so distracted. I was able to do some fun things with others last week and it was wonderful to connect in those big things, but I can see some daily practices I believe Jesus wants me to give more in. โ™ฅ๏ธ He is so gracious and faithful to help and strengthen us. I do want to start gratitude journaling again to practice thankfulness and get outside my head. Look for a Joy Journal entry soon, hopefully.

Verse Focus for Coming Week:

Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.

Matthew 11:28-30
Graduation party leftovers โ™ฅ๏ธ

How about you? How did your week go? Bless you all! ๐ŸŒฟ๐ŸŒŸโฃ๏ธโœจ๐ŸŒ™๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒง๏ธ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿฅฆโ˜•๏ธ๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŒฑ

๐Ÿ’œ๐ŸŒฟwhole person work check in: first week in August 2023 ๐ŸŒฟ๐Ÿ’œ

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{Introduction here to this series}

For a habit is a delight in itself; poor human nature is conscious of the ease that it is to repeat the doing of anything without effort; and, therefore , the formation of a habit, the gradually lessening sense of effort in a given act, is pleasurable.

Charlotte Mason, Home Education, p. 121

My focus areas:

Spiritual: been really trying to keep up with my YouVersion apps Bible readings with friends. However, I decided I needed a slower soak also, so I began the New Testament this week and wow, itโ€™s been so lovely. Just Jesusโ€™ words. Journaling and meditating on it all. Iโ€™m reading a few devotionals and Mary Oliverโ€™s nature poetry has been turning my heart ๐Ÿ’œ to my Creator. Iโ€™ve been prioritizing spending my quiet time outdoors, too, because it adds so much.

Physical: I was able to get out for a long walk one day and listen to an audiobook. It was wonderful! Hopefully, going again today. I tend to be pretty sedentary, so walks are something I want to make time for. I adjusted my food a lot this week and checked in with my sister each night. I felt very โ€˜hangryโ€™ at times and journaled etc to help. Iโ€™m admittedly seeing a few things that are creeping in that I canโ€™t be moderate in. I will be just taking those out of my diet. I know this seems extreme, but for me, it works. Iโ€™m trying something Iโ€™m calling BLE Lite (Bright Line Eating), in which I follow the plan closely with a few planned exceptions. Iโ€™m definitely easing back in as this program is pretty intense and structured. However, I do think I work better with clear boundaries.

Rezoom: The Powerful Reframe to End-the-Crash-and-Burn Cycle of Food Addiction by Susan Peirce Thompson, p.73
p. 74
Show up for yourself, Amy, by making nourishing, thoughtful meals.

Mental: Iโ€™m trying to chose good books to read and journal/narrate/collage about them. Slowing down to create or discuss calms and soothes my anxiety. I participated in a Zoom book discussion on Anthony Trollopeโ€™s The Belton Estate. I can get too introverted and find myself โ€œhidingโ€ and I want to challenge myself and grow, not stagnate. Iโ€™m rereading a challenging book about home as a ministry and itโ€™s so good. Iโ€™ve been taking naps with my 4 yo occasionally and this makes a huge difference physically, mentally, and emotionally.

For the Familyโ€™s Sake by Susan Schaeffer Macaulay
Just for fun ๐Ÿคฉ- a little tracker with cute symbols! ๐Ÿ˜„โ™ฅ๏ธ

Emotional: I took off the week from YouTube and itโ€™s been so nice. Iโ€™m on a year break from Instagram. I enjoy aspects of social media, but I have to balance these delicately otherwise, I personally find myself anxious, discontent, and not present. Naps, nature, walks, etc all contribute to a more balanced emo ๐Ÿ–ค state for me! ๐Ÿ˜„ I also did a few creative things this week that filled my cup like collaging, filming book reviews, sending a penpal letter, and writing. I took myself on a coffee date and also picked up a favorite magazine. I want to be careful not to always associate buying things for comfort, because I actually find more genuine peace in the things that cost ๐Ÿ’ฒ NOTHING. However, occasionally, itโ€™s fun to get a special gift. ๐Ÿ’

Servanthood: I wonโ€™t be giving a ton of actual real life details here as this is a personal area between me and Jesus, but, I do want to share action steps I want to try. I want to include one or more children in whatever Iโ€™m doing around the house, ie – take a child grocery shopping or take walks with kids sometimes, etc. I want to plan some activities to do WITH kids that arenโ€™t work related. The reality of life here with a big family is we are often working together. Thatโ€™s good, but I also want to do purposeful fun activities occasionally.

Verse Focus for coming week:

โ€ฆHis divine power has given to us all things that pertain to life and godliness, through the knowledge of Him who called us by glory and virtue.

from 2 Peter 1:3

So, overall, a good week, and Iโ€™m hopeful! Planning on checking in next week. Thanks for being here. โฃ๏ธโฃ๏ธโฃ๏ธ Let me know how you are? Lots of love, Amy ๐Ÿ–ค๐ŸŒฒ๐Ÿ–ค

๐ŸŒฟArt Begets Art๐ŸŒฟ Piece #4

Original Painting by Lore Pemberton.
My friend protecting her plants.
Image originally from National Geographic 1976.

These three above selections were shared by my friend and this is what I think has been brewing for awhile in my heart, but started coming out as I simmered a bit over them. A collage of bits of letters, ephemera, and poetry for you! โ™ฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒฟ

A mom thought ๐Ÿ’ญ balloon.

โ™ฅ๏ธBecoming โ™ฅ๏ธ

quilted by hand

mosaic shards

indigo dipped

puzzled over

collage pieced

~becoming~

sewn shut

stitched down

torn open

ironed flat

glued tight

~becoming~

rolled thin

poured out

mixed raw

washed clean

knit warm

~becoming~

idea inked

pencil erased

journal birthed

word soaked

being spoke

~becoming~

all together.

a bit of dust.

a bit of Divine.

swirl of a finger,

womenkind.

๐ŸŒฒ๐Ÿ–คA.M. Pine๐Ÿ–ค๐ŸŒฒ